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Friday, March 28, 2014

Last page in a blood covered journal found in Alaska.

The cold, tugging sensation caused by hairs rising on the back of your neck is what accompanies me now. The beast is always watching me now, though its eyes are empty voids and bereft of life I can feel it staring at me; through me. I encountered it during a freak snowstorm just today. My dog ran towards the large dark figure standing in the forceful wind and snow. It was all the fault of that damned dog!

He was as good a companion as any man could want, but that day when the snow came harder and wetter and colder than even death could comprehend, the dog lost his mind. He took off, sprinting in full speed through the snow, I yelled to him but the push of wind shoved my voice back into my throat and froze my neck solid. My eyes began to tear up from the harsh weather but through the water building up in my eyes I could see it; black and massive, lumbering towards me. I was unable to move a muscle in my body. The dog's barking broke my trance and what I witnessed next chills me to the bone. The creature rose up, like a bear standing on it's hind legs to become more intimidating, it swung a gigantic arm at the dog, causing a blood-curdling yelp to emit from the dog.

I had fallen backwards from fear for my life. The beast lowered to all fours again and began to slowly back up, I could feel it staring at me as it did. My heart jumped into my throat and back down again when I realized that the creature was gone, vanished in the white frenzy that blew around me. The snow stopped then, as quick as it began. My legs were shaky as I slowly rose to my feet, I stared forward, waiting to see it again, but it didn't appear. I looked down and saw the dog's blood on the snow. I must've searched for an hour and I couldn't find the dog.

My entire being wanted to be back with the dirt than to spend another second in that frozen hell. I began to retrace my steps to find refuge in the last shack I slept in, but my foots steps were gone, the damned blizzard filled them. The rat didn't escape the cat to find refuge, the rat escaped one discomfort to discover that he was now trapped in the home of a hawk. 

Out of the corners of my eyes I swear I see him watching me. My eyes feel as though they're beginning to freeze solid and I can't tell what im' writing anymore. I think I can see lt, lumbering closer. 

BHS problems

Barra Taal
March Blog
     Parking Frenzy


There may seem to be be quite any problems at BHS but I believe the biggest problem is the parking situation. At the beginning of the year BHS offerson campus parking to only juniors and seniors for a fee of $110. The passes are also limited de to the small amount of parking spaces.  This causes other students to have to park at tennis courts and the baseball field down the road.  This is a reat inconvenience for students.  Students have to plan ahead an extra 7-10 minutes to walk from the baseball field to the school.  There are two ways of getting from the baseball field to the school. One way is to walk along the road up to the school. This is dangerous for the students because the students have to walk on the side of the road without a sidewalk.  The other way is there is a path tat goes through the woods. This is more dangerous because it is steep and ca get slippery and icy at times. I myself had slipped and fell going own to my car.  

      There are many solutions for this problem. The school could cut down all the trees that are in the L shape of the parking lot. This will make the shape more into a square shape. This will allow many more on campus parking and would minimize the danger of the students getting to school.  The school could also make it so the students dont have to purchase parking passes to park in the lower lot. This would make the lower lot who ever gets there first in the morning gets a spot. They could use the top lot to sell passes to the juniors and seniors who dont want to walk from the bottom lot.

Into the City

I should probably start off with the fact that I am looking very forward to running away to college to start my "real" career preparation and education. I have been accepted to 5 fantastic colleges and now I must choose which one is the most worthy of my time and money. If I had to make he decision right now, I would say that I'd like to go to Simmons. Simmons is a wonderful all-women college that has a strong focus on student education, good facilities, and a safe campus, but one of the things I like abut Simmons the most is that its in Boston, the best college town and one of the best cities.

Boston... a place I'd like to explore and get to know better, the place where you can find the best specialty restaurants and delis, a place where the liberal run free without being ridiculed, a place of opportunity for educations, meetings, connections, jobs and career paths, a place to meet new people and have new adventure.

The city... the kind of place my mom was always worried about visiting. The kind of place my mom always warned me about where there were evil people waiting around every corner that want to use you, abuse you, and terrorize you. The kind of place where every road leads to a new labyrinth of dark allies and streets. Cities appear to be the targets for terrorism and crime and the land of over priced anything.

Needless to say, I am feeling really conflicted about joining the 250,000+ college students in Boston for a solid education and new adventures. I am excited and terrified at the same time. For one thing, have to understand that I am incredibly sheltered. For at least 10 years of my life, all I have known is the overly secluded suburbia that is the town of Bedford. Also, my mom gets paranoid when an older man looks at me for more than a second and if we ever visited Nashua there would be no chance of me getting out of a car with locked doors and rolled up windows. My family almost never visits cities anyway, so I  have no real street smarts because I have never had the opportunity to develop any. It's no wonder why I'm so nervous.

In short... I don't know. I really look forward to living in the city of Boston but I am also terrified that the city of Boston is going to kill me.

Fatigue

Training has continued, and so has the fatigue.  My current training schedule has me training with the team Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday but to meet my goals I need to be training 6 days a week with one day of active recovery.  I have within the last two weeks hit a bit of a wall, with this training, my body has not been able to recover from workouts fast enough leading to residual fatigue.  Residual fatigue can be anything from your body not recovering glycogen stores to the level before the workout, structural break down and/or lack of Neuro-endocrine recovery.  The fatigue will lead to stress in the three main body functions to perform.    

During exercise, your body has three systems that it uses to create energy, the Phosphogen system, the anaerobic system and the aerobic system.  Muscles need Adenosine triphosphate (ATP), the bodies energy compound, to function and after it uses it whats left is Adenosine Diphosphate (ADP).   So for example, you are walking down the hall way and out of nowhere a pterodactyl starts running at you.  Your body goes oh crap, and you start running away from it.  Your body during the first 10 seconds of seeing the pterodactyl will use the Phosphogen system to give you a burst to get away, to most people, this is the fight or flight response.  After those 10 seconds of amazing speed your body will slow down a bit as you start working into the anaerobic system which will help you get even further.  This system is not inexhaustible though, and its really easy to tell that it is the anaerobic system because you will feel the unmistakable burn on the lactic acid byproduct.  Then after you do hit that "burn" your body will work its way into the sustainable aerobic system that will get you away and hopefully to safety. This system works as long as your body can take in enough oxygen to fuel it.  

The hard part about training at a high intensity is the amount of glycogen stores that are burned.  Glycogen is the fuel that is stored in my body as Fat and without that Fat, I have no fuel.  The structural breakdown is from my muscles and bones not fixing the micro tears and breaks that happen from the stress of jumping and pushing and pulling.  Every time you take a step your bone gets lots of tiny cracks that are quickly fixed leading to a stronger bone.  The activities that we do literally shape our bodies and make them stronger, given that they have ample time to repair themselves.  

The fatigue that I have reached is just another step in my training.  It was something that I did not expect and I will need to properly correct for.  Its just another stroke in the row to finish a marathon.

Senior Year

Senior year, how different I thought it would be. Mostly when I thought of senior year, I thought of fun, easy classes that I would get to chose, sleeping in late and leaving school early, relaxing not worrying because I knew what I was gonna do with the next year of my life, and truly enjoying my last year in high school as "a kid." Well let me tell you, I was wrong, I don't think I could be more wrong.

When it came to choosing classes for my senior year, I was going to chose what I wanted to do, in topics I was interested in, to explore different career options, and be stress-free. But in choosing classes with my councilor, she strongly suggested taking the next math course to show colleges that I am "college bound" and serious about learning things pertaining to the real world. Although, I must tell you that math is my very worst subject along with science, and that signing up for pre-calculus was one of the worst decisions for me to have made. Bye-bye math free school year.

Then came science. For as long as I could remember, I have loved the stars and the ocean, two classes offered here as half year courses, astronomy and marine biology. Since this was the first year I got to choose my own sciences, I was very excited to choose these courses. But based on the previous information, do you think I got to take these classes? If you guessed no, you were right. Since I transfered half way through my freshman year, I did not take the physical science course that all my peers were taking. At the time, I was taking biology, and was put in the sophomore classes that took biology. As senior year came around, I found that the physical science course I missed, was required for me to graduate, and I ended up taking physics and daily struggle to pass every single quarter. Bye-bye science free school year.

Long story short, I have a full, thriving, and stressful schedule with no 'sleep in lates'  and one leave early. And I am not relaxing. In truth, this whole college thing during senior year, stinks. It's stressful and time consuming looking for a good school, touring those schools, deciding whether to apply or not. Than to apply; request the recommendations and transcripts, write thee college essay, and then all those extra writing supplements for each college on the list. Then, the waiting. I was suppose to receive my news on my acceptance the week before December and didn't get it till the very end of January. Then there is figuring out where you want to go! There is the money, the experience, this campus, and then this other campus and their great program, money again. Parents being the devils advocate, helping me truly to chose whats best for me. Then the scholarships and more about the money.

Then, I got two jobs. On in fall and one in winter, and that tends to be tiring. I am a waitress at one job and a host at my other job. Over my February break, I worked 49.15 hours and going to school the next week was like my real break. On average, I work over twenty hours a week. Where do I find time to do my homework, have time alone, and spend quality time with my loved ones? That's why I'm so ragged.

That's why senior year is continuing to be not what I expected it to be.







Best Supporting Actress Oscar: Was Lupita Nyong'o Really Deserving?

At the 86th Annual Academy Awards on Sunday, many were not surprised with the outcomes of the four major acting categories. Arguably the most competitive race for Oscar gold was in the "Best Supporting Actress" category, where newcomer Lupita Nyong'o won for her portrayal of Patsey, a female slave who is brutally tormented on a southern plantation. Although Nyong'o had been a longtime favorite throughout the many predictions in the awards process, many eyebrows have been raised as to the caliber of acting when compared to the other four starlets in her category.

In my opinion, I am quite shocked as to how Nyong'o managed to even garner a nomination, let alone a win. Having seen all the Oscar-nominated major motion pictures this year, I was delighted to see performances from first-time nominees Sally Hawkins and June Squibb receive recognition; Hawkins as a woman struggling to make a living in San Francisco, let alone accommodating living arrangements for her sister, and Squibb as a sharp-tongued, snarky elderly woman who is quick to crack a joke. Although the performances were well-delivered, the roles were mainly utilized for comic relief in the film, and unfortunately both were nothing unbelievably groundbreaking or transcendental in cinema.

The bigger competition came from bigger names in the media, such as Julia Roberts in "August: Osage County." However, it was not Roberts' Hollywood A-list name that garnered her fourth Oscar nomination. Rather, it was her dark, black-comedic portrayal of Barbara Weston, who copes with the loss of her father and must deal with the family struggles of her drug-addicted mother, Violet Weston, played by acting mastermind Meryl Streep. Roberts' ability to not only keep up with Streep's acting capacity, but to combat it with her own fury and rage, left audiences overwhelmingly impressed.

But of all the nominees, what I, as well as many others, was most bewildered by, was how Nyong'o managed to beat arguably the most sought-after and talented young actress in Hollywood, Jennifer Lawrence. Jennifer Lawrence's ability to establish herself in the film industry is ultimately quite astonishing, as she has built herself up from acting in independent film projects, such as "Winter's Bone," which garnered her first Academy Award nomination for Best Actress, to blockbuster roles such as Mystique in the "X-Men" series, and the more prominent Katniss Everdeen in "The Hunger Games" series.

Still, 23-year-old Lawrence manages to collaborate with director David O. Russell to produce original films such as "Silver Linings Playbook," for which she won the Academy Award for Best Actress, and "American Hustle," for which she was nominated for Best Supporting Actress this year. In "American Hustle," Lawrence delivered a wrath and fury different from "Silver Linings Playbook" and "Winter's Bone." She played Rosalyn Rosenfeld, a Long Island housewife married to an aloof criminal, Irving, played by Christian Bale.

Like Hawkins and Squibb, her deliverance of lines hints at a comedic performance; however, her ability to relate as a character suffering from lack of attention by her husband and the temptation to engage in extramarital affairs is both accurate and convincing, illuminating a highly developed character that both Hawkins and Squibb lack. Furthermore, it comes as no surprise that Lawrence's inspiration for Rosalyn derives from the hit reality television series "The Real Housewives." Her brilliance in utilizing a media-based, attention-seeking reality television show to be incorporated as part of her transformation into the fierce Rosalyn Rosenfeld is quite remarkable.

In one of her final scenes, Irving barges into their bedroom, as Rosalyn flicks out a cigarette and a verbal fight ensues. Her dramatic rush of confused and bitter emotion highlights Lawrence's successful effort in feeling sympathy for Rosalyn. For a few brief seconds, Lawrence allows viewers to empathize with her character, as they are able to understand that the root of Rosalyn's lunacy comes from her oppressed, damaged relationship with Irving. Her portrayal of Rosalyn in this scene is so brilliant, in fact, that Irving enters the fight wanting vengeance and an opportunity to prove her wrong, and in the end, he leaves sharing the same guilt and sympathy that the audience grasps.

Other well-executed scenes, involving Rosalyn defeating Irving's plans by flirting with disastrous criminals, dancing around her living room wearing yellow rubber gloves while listening to the Rolling Stone's "Live or Let Die," arguing with Irving about a "science oven," and fighting with Sydney Prosser, played by Amy Adams, ending in a toxic kiss, outlines her unpredictable nature and spontaneity. And perhaps the most impressive acting bit comes from a scene with her lover, where she whispers the words "I don't like change," through Lawrence's self-generated tears.

Perhaps winning the Oscar last year hurt her chances, since the Academy enjoys awarding as many people possible, and therefore felt that they would be favoring Lawrence, had they awarded her two years in a row. However, such a notion defeats the purpose of the award, as the title describes that it is the "best supporting actress" of 2013 in cinema. Thus, the question is posed as to why the Academy chose Nyong'o's brief scene, where she pleads for the permission to use a bar of soap. But even putting screen time aside, it is difficult to understand the Academy's motive in granting Nyong'o the Oscar, as Lawrence has proved she is well-beyond her years in the acting realm.

Snowboarding March post

It is now March and sadly the snowboarding season is coming to an end. Since i just moved to the New England area i thought i might pick up a winter sport that would be fun and could keep me in shape during the wake boarding off season. Since i've been wake boarding in Texas for 4 years now i picked up snowboarding naturally. The only differences in snowboarding than wake boarding is that when you fall it hurts a little more than falling into malleable water and you dont need to be pulled around by a boat. There are a few minimal differences like having to be completely bundled up rather than just in shorts. Snowboards are a lot closer to the height of the rider in length and have round ends. Wake boards are shorter and have flat ends.

I've only gone snowboarding a total of four times in my entire life and i love doing it. Getting on top of the enormous mountain and being able to see past the horizon makes you feel small. It makes you appreciate nature for what it is. With the minimal time i've had on the mountain i've still gotten to get pretty good at doing it. I've gotten the easiest part down, which is riding without falling. but i've got airs down, grabs, and 360's which is great considering i've only been out 3 times.

I'm glad i've been able to find something i love to do and it involve snow since New Hampshire is covered in it 5 months out of the year. I've learned from all these boarding sports that picking yourself up is a daily thing and you just always have to have enough energy to pick yourself up because you wont ever stop falling. Falling down is inevitable. 

One of the Worst Movies ever created. ALEC

After watching the first 300 movie that came out a couple years earlier, I was not expecting the sequel, 300 Rise of a Empire, to be any better than the original. As  I was watching the movie about the war that I knew very little about, I still found numerous amount of problems with the film. By the end of the film, it was if the movie not only took my money, but at the same time wasted three hours of my life. As a viewer, I felt that the goal of this film, was to show the viewer how amazing the Athenians were at naval warfare, and how much smarter they were than their foes, the Persians. But it was the way they conducted this film, how unrealistic it truly was and how they portrayed the Greeks as if they had some super human strength, which would eventually anger me tremendously more.

As I watched the movie, I noticed film makers constantly had the Athenians doing things that just did not make sense.  At one point, one of he Athenians had the ability to shoot a arrow about 500 hundred yards, in a storm, where the wind was intense, and rain was coming down hard. He still managed  to hit its target, looking like it took little to none effort.  Now, Hollywood tends to change the story line in order to make it more interesting for the viewer, but when they begin defying physics and gravity in general, that is when I get a little annoyed. Similar to later on in the film, when a Athenian jumped off a large cliff, and landed on a ship that one would perceive to be twenty or thirty feet below him, but of course, the film makers made it very clear that would not change how he landed; that he landed perfectly, after which he then went on to slay more of his Persian foes with little acknowledgement that he would have at least broke his ankle or leg, instead of landing perfectly, and sprinting around like he had in the scene.

Throughout the battles, it was very clear that the film makers wanted to show as much blood shed as possible. Showing the viewers that when two armies come together to fight, there is going to be a lot of blood and death.  But of course they felt more special affects needed to be added and that they really needed to wow the viewer, they made sure to make the blood in the film, look incredibly unrealistic. Also in the usual 300 style, they made anything they possibly could, whether it be a swing of a sword or just a single step of a individual walking to the bathroom, the film makers made sure that it was in slow motion.

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Committing to play a College Sport

The process is painstaking, the hours are long, and the money put in you can only hope to get back out. I am talking about college recruiting process for a high school athlete and the final moments of committing to a college that you know is the one. I started the process as a Junior in high school and it was not a pretty start. I went to my first camp in Connecticut and to be honest it was abismal. I was disappointed in myself and I was disappointed in my performance. I kept my spirits up though because I know that there isn't anyone who out works me and I take pride in knowing that. All together I traveled into 7 states and my parents, bless their hearts, spent thousands of dollars just to help me get into a good college with a baseball team that I felt comfortable with. Turns out that after everything I was given an 85% scholarship to Molloy College in Rockville Center New York and after one year the money spent by my parents pays itself back with the incredible scholarship that I received and it's all because of the work that I put in. Yesterday was the date of my official commitment, and to be honest I am so glad that it is all over.

Molloy College is a Division II NCAA college located ten minutes from Long Beach where I hope to spend my last three years of college. The business program is also an up and coming program who I think may be one of the best business programs on the east coast in the next ten years. I am so excited to spend the next four years of my life at Molloy, its a great school, a great team, and its got a beautiful location. Two days ago I was a Bull Dog and today, I am a LION!

Friday, March 14, 2014

Dropkick Murphy's show


Today, I walk into class with a smile on my face. Last night and also this morning, were really unbelievable. I went to a dropkick murphy's concert last night, which if you don't know, is a band from Ireland that loves Boston. The atmosphere was so warming. I currently have family in Ireland, and a mother who grew up there, so being able to celebrate my Irish pride, while being at a concert, was truly an experience.

It felt like hours before dropkick finally came on stage. The anticipation was still fun though, there were other opening bands that weren't too bad. But when they finally came on,  everyone was going crazy. Spilled beer, and green were all I could really see. I love being with groups of people that love music just as much as I do. We danced the entire concert and had the time of our lives. I danced with people that I didn't even know, that was just the style. Nobody cared.

When I came home that night, (around one o clock on a school night).. my ears were still ringing. I layed in bed thinking about what I had just witnessed and how much I don't want to go to school tomorrow. And then I remembered, I have court in the morning. There's no excuse for that, nothing I could do. But I wouldn't have traded the concert for a good night's sleep, especially because that traffic violation didn't actually happen! That cop was out to get me, and It was pre-determined that I would not be paying that 84$ fine. Nothing was stopping me from going to that concert, and nothing could've stopped me from going to that court-house and fighting that ticket.



Inspiration for Snowboarding

I have this relationship with my mom, where it seems that she really know's me better than I do myself. And this frustrates me to no end.  Our dynamic consists of her telling me I should do or not do something, or gives me advice, or something of that sort, and I will disagree with her and usually do the complete opposite of what she says (my inner teenager at it's finest).  And then in the end it turns out she was right, and I should have listened to her in the first place.  And this always pisses me off to no end.  Because she is right and I am not when it comes to my life.  However, I think I am coming to realize that even though I don't like listening to her, I really should.  Because though I don't want to admit it, she actually has some good ideas.  And they might even make my life better, or inspire me to do something.  Like for example, how she got me to know Mark Mcmorris.

Since I live in a lovely northern state where for half of the year it is either freezing cold, snowing, or both, I have to have some kind of winter sport to do.  Otherwise I would be bored as hell from November to late March/ early April.  I have been skiing all my life, and I love it.  Blissful weekends up north in a lodge, full of skiing all day, and relaxing in the evening in front of a warm fireplace with hot chocolate and a good book.  Some of my best memories are from weekends like that.  And I have also recently just gotten into snowmobiling, something that is very fun, however I do not own a sled so I can't do that too often.  I just have to rely on friends who have some that I can go with.  Which sucks because then I am once again sitting at home doing nothing really.  But between those two things, my winters are not entirely boring, and I can involve myself in at least one of them to pass the time.

But no, this new thing I have decided to take on what I feel will be a challenge, yet pretty awesome at the same time.  Snowboarding!  Skiing has always been my thing; my sister and my dad both ski, and it's something I have grown up with, never really considering trying what the other half of the people on the mountain are doing.  But let me tell you what my inspiration was that suddenly made me want to really try this.

As we all know, the 2014 Sochi  Winter Olympics just ended, and as a person who watches them all the time, this year was very motivating for me.  I watched the figure skating, and all the skiing, like I always do, admiring these incredible athletes who work day and night for the thing they love.  It has always fascinated me.  However, I have to say I have never really paid much attention to the snowboarders.  Sure I knew who Shaun White was.  But besides him, I really didn't know all too much about the events, or the people, or what they did at the Olympics.

Then one night at dinner, I was talking to my mom about skiing, and she said, "Oh that reminds me, you should watch all the snowboard cuties who competed in the Slope Style event the other night."  Me, not really knowing or caring too much at that time, agreed but really had no intention to do so.  I mean, cmon Mom, do you know me at all?  I'm a skier!   But later when we were watching TV, and there was really nothing good on, she suggested we watch it.  So I agreed, not really knowing the reaction that would follow.

As we watched them compete, I was really struck at what an amazing sport this was.  They would launch into the air and do incredible twists and turns, and land them all.  I was amazed, to say the least. Not to mention, that there seems to be a gene that latches onto snowboarders and makes them stereotypically cute.  Like not just one or two, it seems to be a common theme throughout these athletes.  And as I watched Canadian Mark Mcmorris win the bronze, I was suddenly struck with the strong motivation to do this as well.  I wanted to be like Mark Mcmorris.  Which yes, is ridiculous considering he has been training for years and knows what he's doing and I have never done this before and I do not know what I'm doing whatsoever, but I have the inspiration and I think that is enough to at least give it my best shot.  And it will give me something to do instead of staring out my window waiting for summer.

So really, I guess I have my mom to thank for this.  Had she not recommended that I watch this, I probably never would have.  She really seems to know me better than I know myself.  And maybe I should start listening to her more often... Actually now that I think about it, I probably won't.

Darrelle Revis

My blog is about Darrelle Revis and his signing with the New England Patriot, this past Thursday. The significance of his signing, is huge for the Patriots defense, more specifically, there secondary, which has been needing a player like Revis for a very longtime. Also, the Patriots just let their best Cornerback, who played the same position as Revis, last season for the pats, leave and test the market and just yesterday signed with another team. Next, I feel this signing was in the best interest of the patriots, because considering that your going to end up having to pay one of these players about 10 million dollars either way, your going to be writing a very big check. Next, I feel you might as well go out and spend the money on the best corner back on the market. At the end of the day the Patriots made the right decision signing Revis. Finally, the team and fans will notice the difference next season, when the pats secondary is significally better than the prior year. Lastly, I feel this is huge for the pats, because the last 4 years they have had a lot of trouble defensively speaking, which is the one aspect of their team that is keeping them from winning a championship. Now with Revis, I feel they have a huge advantage and may even win the Super Bowl this year. The patriots made another acquisition this past week, boosting their offense even more and strengthening there receiving core. They signed former panthers wide out Brandon Lafell. He is a major deep threat and scoring machine.

I pledge my honor that I have not violated the honor code during the completion of this work. X____________________.

Wednesday, March 5, 2014

Senior Project Woes

In all honesty, I really did have it planned out. A few details were missing, such as the exact dates and times of my motivational speeches, but I knew that I wanted to have three 11/2 hour presentations and therefore had my topics all mapped out. I understood that my project topic was a little broad, but I was fully prepared to take on the implications. Let me give you some of the back story.

My senior project essential question is "How does one overcome a deficient social situation and become the person they've always wanted to be." My plan was to present to my audience the complex outline of how to address one's shortcomings that are preventing personal growth, how to create personal goals, and how to stick with those goals and accomplish them. Although this outline is complex, it can be used for almost any difficult social situation. However, it looks like my aspirations for my senior project journey are going to get cut down to size.

Mrs. Rush, my current outside expert, was the first one to recommend that I "narrow down my search" or pick a more specific topic from within my current topic. Then I spoke to my guidance counselor this week about what I wanted to do for my senior project, and she too had told me that my project just too great an undertaking. She told me that I needed to choose a more specific topic within the topic that I had chosen. I was pretty upset to say the least.

I really had my heart set on doing my senior project on the massive topic that was overall self-improvement. The enormity of that topic was one of the very reasons why I had my heart set on that topic; it almost seemed like an impossible feat trying to simplify the topic enough to get all of the main points down.

My new topic involves human relationships and how to improve them. This topic actually has a lot to do with my previous topic and I hardly have to change my essential question, but I am not satisfied with this topic. One can have many healthy relationships but lack the motivation to achieve their personal goals and lack the motivation to create a better life for themselves.

I'm not sure what to do about my project at this stage of the game. I really want to use those massive topics I started out with, but I also want the help and support from my councilor and outside expert. This is frustrating. 

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Summer Trip to Europe with Friends

This summer I have been invited to participate in a 2 and a half week long trip through a couple different European countries with my friends Tyler Solinsky, AJ Schiappa, and Jonathan Preston. To get to Europe we will be taking Tylers' parents private jet first to Greenland so that it can get refueled for the first destination of Dublin, Ireland. There we plan on going to see the sites of our ancestors past homeland and plan on doing the legendary pub crawl. After we leave Dublin we will be headed to Germany with a stop in Belgium to taste some of their delicious chocolates. We will either be going to Berlin or Munich while in Germany, where we will visit many of the historical sites there and live the life of a German for a few days. Once we have had our fill in Germany it will be on to Italy to see my grandmother's old home. We will probably stay in Italy for a majority of the trip for the great food, history, and beautiful weather. Our last stop will be either France or Spain to finish on a good note with warm weather and beautiful scenery.

I am so excited to see Europe as this is a once in a lifetime opportunity. I will learn so much about the history and customs of other countries and will come back with many stories to tell. I will definitely have many souvenirs to go along with those stories as well. I am worried that I may get a little tired of my friends because they have personalities that at time can be hard to deal with. On the other hand this group of friends that I am going with is incredibly fun to be around and I have no doubt in my mind that I will have a great time whether I get sick of them or not.

February Vacation


I worked a ton over the break. I worked over 30 hours and made about 300 bucks in one week. I guess you could say that I am a bit happy. Although the hours are tough, especially working at a grocery store where it is always busy and hectoc, but overall, its really not that bad of a job and at the end of the week, the paycheck is totally worth it.

Tuesday, March 4, 2014

Row Row Row My Boat

I am not really a normal person, I have slowly began to realize that as I have grown into the person that I am.  I never did well in any of the mainstream sports that we all grew up playing, I was always too short for basketball, not powerful enough for baseball, not large enough for football and not coordinated enough to play soccer.  What I am really good at though is being mentally focused.  I can just hear my mom laugh because I don't think that she has ever watched me do more than half an hour of homework at a time.  I have begun to quickly realize that my second home is in a boat.
At Bedford High School, seniors have to complete a "Senior Project".  The scope of the project is very broad so students have the freedom to do almost anything that they please.  My ambitious Project is to row a Marathon.  In other words I have to row 26.2 miles or 42,195 meters, with a goal of completing this challenge in under 4 hours.  I still cringe a little when I see 42,195 meters on the screen because I have never tried anything remotely close.  Hopefully I have not bitten off more than I can chew this time.

Monday, March 3, 2014

Chevy Corvette - February post

A few months ago the Chevy corporation had released their anticipated new model of Corvette, but no one expected them to start another new generation of Vette's. It all started in 1953 when the first generation of corvette was produced, the C 1. Ever since then, about every decade Chevy has released a new generation of Corvette and released special edition cars every now and then from Grand Sports to ZR1's.
The Stingray is a special kind of sports car. in the 1970's the original Stingray was produced and it was a tough opponent for the Ford's Mustang to beat. It seemed every year a new model of Stingray was released it came with even more bells and whistles than before. Now, after 30 years in the shadows, Chevy resurfaced the excitement of seeing that gorgeous car roar past you on the road.
The new 2014 Corvette Stingray is the start of the C 7 family of Corvette's. The new Vette boasts a 7 speed manual transmission with a roaring 6.2L V8 engine pushing out a neck breaking 420 horsepower all the while saving you money on gas with 29 miles to the gallon.
All around, the Stingray is a tough competitor to beat since Chevy practically blew Ford and Dodge out of the water with the jaw-dropping design. It's a car lovers wet dream and a real head turner. Its a car that's be on everyones wish list, including mine.