It's coming down to that point where I need to make my decision any day now. It doesn't even feel real. I keep going back and fourth on where I should go. I feel like every other day I'm certain of the opposite choice. Both directions seem like they would be a good fit, which makes it even harder to decide.
I really want to go to Plymouth State. I'm just scared to make the wrong decision. Everyone I talk to about school says to definitely go away, but I'm scared to leave some parts of my life behind, like my big cozy bed and bubble bath and peacefulness. But I also love to go out, and love the wilderness, so Plymouth seems like a good fit for me. The other option I was looking at going to a community college and living at home. It sounds like no fun, but it would be faster and there wouldn't be any distractions. I would get to keep my car, my bed, and my job.
I have until may 1st to make the first deposit. I know in the end I'll make the right choice, but right now it still seems like a huge blur.
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